| Location | Penrith, Sunderland |
| Age | 42 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 25/01/1965 |
| Date of Death | 19/07/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,510 since 10/08/2008 |
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Born 1965 Fell Asleep 2007
Kevin Mark Atkinson, died on 19th July 2007 after been in South Tyneside District Hospital, born on January 25th 1965,
He was 42 years old and was a brilliant all round worker. He was born in Penrith Cumbria and then moved to Sunderland.
He has a loving Mother and Father called Hazel and Cliff, two loving brothers called Tony, Brian and a loving sister Tracey. Also two sisters in law's Cynthia and Gill.
He had a wife called Jacqueline and had four children together called Carl, Lee, Daniella and Kacey, but then sadly divorced.
My Dad made me the person i am now, i'm really proud of that, he was a really loving, caring, warm gentleman and means the world to everyone.
He was the best father anyone could dream of.
see you on the other side hero x
hello dad, me and helen just sitting here listening and talking about the past and things that have gone on, its pitch black here got 2 candles going and having a few bottles and fags. still cant seem to hit reality think i need a push in the right way to help me on my way. my next bottle is just for you thankyou its a bottle of bud waaaassssuuuupppp lol, hope you sitting back relaxing on them white fluffy clouds above, do me a favour please and watch over mam and kacey with me not been there i am worried sick. my family is our blood and mean more than anyone can think of but with you no longer here our family seems to of seperated you were the one keeping us together in a way, its hard talking like this i am just typing and words are coming out, going to put your song on I'M LOVING ANGELS INSTEAD, can remember on them beer nights you always wanted that song on and me and you were always the last one still awake in some1 elses house you were the last man standing still supping away, i always used to say i am gona be like my dad when i grow up and now since i have grown up not just me but other people have realised i am just like you which i think is a gift from you, your my life you know dad and still dont know how i have lasted this long with you not in my life, can still always remember that phonecall saying you are in intensive care, i thought it was some sick joke coz i was still pissed off the night before i ran to the hospital and can remember asking the nurses to take my life for the parts you need to survive, i wish it was me that had gone instead of you, well not gona say much more at the minute choking up, you had a boot full of budweiser when you died so thats what i am doing now having a little drink for you my dad, my best friend and my hero forever, i love you loads dad, sorry for not been there when you needed help i should of realised i blame myself,. love you and be lucky till i am there xxxx
r.i.p dad
hello dad, your birthday today and wishing it could be how it was when you were still with us, remember a liquid lunch well we used to have a good few pints then back to work and have a laugh, i miss them days and really missing you, times are hard without you still cant come to terms your not with us, well hope your having a pint up there with them angels ;) ya old git lol love you dad xx
r.i.p hero
hello dad just me, sorry havnt been on here a while i have been doing a lot of travelling lately with all the trouble and worries that has recently happened, i just needed a break and didnt know how to cope, i went to see uncle brian and really enjoyed it, some of the things he done reminded me about you and made me feel close to you, have just got back from seeing danni what was nice too, been doing work for her the way we used to work together, i have come back to mams for two nights and in the morning i am back away to scotland a one way ticket so not sure when i am coming back, i need to get away from this but need to start my life properly without mistakes and worries, i hope you will be looking over everyone and keeping them safe, will be taking pictures of you with me, i should be a traveller all these miles i have clocked up, well wish i could be with you, i hate leaving home and family, but something i need to do and to be happy. well till next time keep them angels going, and i love you loads and not a day goes by where i dont think about you, still hard to come to terms that your not here anymore,,, be lucky love ya hero. xxxx
Family
We can keep an eye on your family between us. Jackie has been amazing through these troubled times and it must be time for her to take a break. Time to spend with the kids without fear of a knock on the door or the ringing of the phone. I will always be there to help them if they want it or need it. They are all important to me and it helps to put my problems away for a while. Families that pull together have a very strong bond. Jackie, Danni, Kacey, Lee and Carl are much closer now. 'Family' x
Hiya dad its just me Danni, just wanna say merry Christmas. We all going through a tuff time especially Carl but we have,all come together and closer as a family to battle through it all. just wanna say i love and miss you more than words can say. Uncle Brian has been there for everyone etc which really nice but the main star is Mam shes UNbelievable always there no matter what. Well sleep well dad xxxxxx
Miss you Brother.
Came to see you this weekend. Carl and Kc brought me to you. They gave me some time to talk to you and shed a tear. You must be really proud of them all looking down on them. Wish you were still here, we had our fall outs as all families do but time heals many things. I know the depression you went through and I am battling with it too. Sharing your family with me is a great help. Carl has given me your watch so there will always be something of yours to treasure. My memories of the good times are with me too. God Bless, Brian x
R.I.P Dad x
Hello Dad, just lying here thinking of you, Kacey told me and mam that she has saw you,was a while ago tho. I didnt believe her till now, i am sure a few hours ago i saw a outline of a darkish silhouette, i just froze and couldnt move felt like there was a wall around me and nothing i could do, we all miss you and love you please come back sometime so i know it is defenetly you i saw, wish i could of said something but my full body went numb. A few strange things happened yesterday aswel especially hannah walking out the sitting room into the hallway and stopped in the middle, looking up with her arms held high like she wanted to be picked up, was that you i would love to think it was, i know your looking down on us all, everyone is always thinking about you, you may not be here in person but you are always in our hearts, well just a little message so till next time keep them angels smiling, all my love Carl xxxx
god looked around his garden and he found an empty place, he looked down apon the earth and saw your tired face.He put his armes around you and lifted you to rest. God's garden must be beautiful as he always takes the best.
He knew that you were suffering,he knew you where in pain,he knew you would never get better on earth again.
He saw the road was getting rough and the hills were hard to climb so he closed your wearing eyelids and whispered "peace be thine"
It broke our hearts to loose you but you didn't go alone.For part of us went with you the day god called you home.
Thinking of you today and always. 4 years has passed by so quickly, yet only seems like yesterday since u were took away. sleep tight dad love you always and forever!
we all dont stop thinking of you,,
we do things just for you,,
to show we still miss you
and
always do love you!
sorry its just some poems but its the best i could do,,its hard to explain my feelings when i am not directly speaking to you,,i wish you were still hear to share more times with you,
i love you with all my heart and i would do anything to see you again.
if i could have one wish i would wish for you and mam to be,, a loving couple like the good old times when we were young.
we have some great memories like we had to open one present at a time and take turn of opening,, although it was annoying its one of the things i miss, we also have the swimming that time when we were drownding each other but having fun!
well just to say this is me kacey,, the youngest of your children
love you loads dad and miss you thousands!
4 years x
Hello Dad,
Sorry i didnt write yesterday i just didnt know how to explain things because its so hard trying to talk like this, i really miss you Dad i still dont understand properly i wish i could of helped you, i should of new something was wrong when you said your last goodbye and told me you love us all. Mam took me and Kacey for a meal last night and i had a pint for you i was sitting having the pint and thinking this isnt right you should of been with us like the good old days, i know i have done stuff in the past and hurt people but i couldn't wish for a better mam and dad, i have hurt mams feelings in the past and i regret it because she is always here for me no matter what. she is a brilliant person. if i had 1 wish it would be for you and her to be together and we could all be happy again. well i will write you another tribute later because i am struggling to put into words what i am wanting to say.
well sleep well, untill later keep that sparkle going
all my love carl xxx
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